Inevitable Tales

Knock, Knock

2011-01-12T16:19:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year 2011 ! =D

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Yup, twenty-eleven picture. Haha
I'm gonna abandon this blog. Not removing it, tho. Too much memoirs~
Brand new start perhaps? :)

See you there, peepss!

X.O.X.O

Rain, Go Away

2010-11-30T17:03:00.003+08:00

Why is it so rainy these days in KL? Hmmm days slowwwlyyy passed by because there's no more classes and most of our gang members went back alrdy. :( Well, I would go KL city everyday and shop till I drop, that I don't mind but I alrdy literally "dropped" :( *sobs* And talking about where am I going next year. . don't ask. I dislike ppl asking that question man. I DON'T KNOW okay. By the time I tell you where am I going, is when I've registered myself into that particular university. Just don't ask. It may surprise you what I'm gonna do. ;)

M6

2010-11-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

Officially finished SAM and finally stepping out of Taylor's College. Moral Education exam was today uhmmm it was oh-kay. Pass enough edi la not important also. Am gonna miss my classmates :( And tho one of them pissed me off just now I could punch him. URGH

To all my M6 classmates, will our paths meet again? :( till then, you all shall be in my memory :')

I LOVE Y'ALL :'(

Life Decisions

2010-11-22T20:58:00.004+08:00

Omgee. After visiting IMU with other 3 friends, after visiting their Museum, I started questioning myself. Is science really what I wanted to do in my life? I mean... my entire life? Seriously? Or is it just part of me that wants to learn something bout science but not doing it as a part of my life. I'm so confused. Next minute I'm into Arts and the next minute I'm into Law and then to Hospitality. Omgee? ;O It's like...all so not connected one. What am I going to do with my life? Dammit. I've made many wrong decisions in life, I must say. Well, not wise choices lah. :/ But this time, I couldn't afford to make wrong choice anymore. It's not just a matter of my time, it's also the $ I could have wasted if I keep switching and switching courses. Can I please go back to high school? :(

Too Bored

2010-11-21T00:27:00.002+08:00

Sleek and Classy ~
Nah, not any new gadgets. Just an ~~old~~ LG GD900. Well, I would get it if I could. Though I've never thought of getting it for real, as a spare phone. But srsly, it's transparent wei. I'm curious how you sms. :D It's like, typing on a perspex-like glass or something, with neon lights. So cool :D

See.
Specs wise, should be not that bad. On the other hand, I think LG Cookie isn't that bad too aye? It's black and red. Lazy upload. Google search yourself lah. ;D

Harry Potter Part I

2010-11-19T12:41:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows Part I
[8/10]

Okay, I may be biased for rating this movie an eight. Or maybe not. As for me, a non-Harry Potter fan, I think it's watchable. Worth watching though. Of course, I was kinda blur at some parts coz I watched one of the episodes only back in...2006? lol so yeah :s
Watched this at 1U with Cal, Alistair, Emily and Abigail (Cal's classmate) Movie ended at 1AM plus. Then we drove around to look for Murni - SS2 - FAILED. So drove to Taipan and ended up in Kayu. That's all :)

Let Me In

2010-11-17T15:47:00.000+08:00

Let Me In [6/10]

A horror-romance movie. Omgee. Horror movies aren't my thing but I was told by someone that it is a zombie kinda movie. Zombie - Vampire - Horror - How are they even connected? ROFL! Thank you, you! :P But it was okay la. Quite scary and sad. Though I pity the girl, I still think at some point, she's mean. She's like...using young little boys so that they could help her get human blood. Oppss! Sorry, spoiler ;D

Oh. Watched this at Sunway Pyramid with Cal, Alistair, Emily and Andrea. :)

SAM Prom Night '10

2010-11-15T14:32:00.001+08:00

It's that time of the year again. ~~Graduation ?~~
South Australian Matriculation's Corroboree. It literally means Australian's meetings/gatherings or something like that :s lol
In my language, let's just call it SAM's Prom Night lah. ;D

Bad weather few hrs before prom. Heavy rain plus thunder storm, that leads to heavy traffic jam and flood at some area. Lucky enough for me, Shi Wen drove me there and yeah, stucked in traffic jam for bout 30 mins or so. Reached venue around 7.15pm? Many weren't there yet too :/

SAM Lecturers up on stage! tee hee x)

Later, first dish were served. The typical-cold-dish you get at wedding dinner.

bla - bla - bla ~ Then there came the Prom King & Prom Queen finalists! xD
Mag and Tek Seong represented our class - M6, and they got into the finals. Gratz, you both ;)
Well, I gotta admit, Taylor's has got more hot girls than hot boys. How unfair, how sad. :/

The finalists. Yeah, basically my table voted for the 2nd couple from the right, obviously. :D
Uhmm, the 3rd couple from the right won, though. Nevertheless, Mag & Tek Seong are still awesome! xD

After that everyone were basically busy taking photos and sorta ignored the table game the emcees prepared for us x) Well who ask them! The game so. . .urgh. We were asked to look for five different shapes drawn on a thick-tissue or something, rectangular shaped. It could be under your chair, behind your chair's ribbon, under the table or even under the table cloth. We searched everywhere but managed to find 3 only. So pek chek already then nobody bothered bout it anymore. HAHA :P And I don't recall them announcing the winner of the game -.-"

One of my favourite photo of ze night!
With Felicia and Lynn from G4. (One Kuchingite & Johorean)

Another favourite photo of the night.
With Alistair and Eric, the two tae yang wannabes =P

Seth, the pro photographer aka Korean-look-alike xD

Last but not least...

Presenting to you, SAM M6 2010 :D

Okay now, prom overall...was just an okay-okay lah. Nothing spectacular. On the other hand, I think it's pretty awesome also lah. Hahaha had tons of fun with my friends! Though I admit it, I regretted for not taking enough photos. T.T Should've taken moreeeee photos. *sobs*
Everyone (excluding my classmates) are bound to leave within this week or for some, right after prom? I don't know. But whatever it is, I'm gonna miss you. Yes, particularly, you, I'm taking bout you. I'm starting to wonder myself. Are we gonna meet again? Or just keeping in touch through Facebook? Will you still remember our memories here? Though it's a short one, you've given me tons to remember. ~~though i might 4get you when im back in Kch.HAHAHA~~

Anyways...*cheers* peeps!
xoxo

Solo in KL City

2010-11-14T23:03:00.001+08:00

Went to Times Sq again right after church. Took cab to KL sentral. Was supposed to "save up" as much as I could on today's trip to KL but I guess I didn't. FAILED. D: I think I overspent today. Dammit, and walked from Times Sq. to Sg. Wang, then from there dropped by Low Yat and found out my friend's already at Pavilion watching movie. So I went back to Sg. Wang for pouch hunting - FAILED. D: Plus, I had a bad sore throat today! Ate KFC + Auntie Anne's cheese hotdog (wasn't planned to do so! but I had to) so cb one the auntie. =.= the husband wanna lemme sit but she said to her husband nvm lah. =.=" so I walked away lor. That's why I had to order sth from KFC to SIT! Srsly, Sg. Wang should've build more bench or sth la. =.= Sore throat some more can? KFC's not helping. Anyways finally found my pouch at Pavilion :D Oh, my journey to Pavilion - omg.fml.

It rained heavily and yes I walked under the rain and yes my newly-dyed hair aren't supposed to get wet yet but they did. URGHH. But I walked pass Lot 10 though, so quite okay la. Passed by Fahrenheit 88 too. Somehow the building reminds me of S'pore's mall along Orchard Road. Had my third round dinner at some Jap restaurant (yes, AGAIN!XD) but I ate salmon sushi only. hahah enough of Unagi for now. :) :) So basically... whatever it is in my list, all done. But the outcome of it, though for me it's VERY RISKY but yeah~ what is done is done. Just go with the flow~ *fingers crossed*

at pavilion

Happy Trip to KL :D

2010-11-12T23:30:00.003+08:00

WOO! Finally found my prom dress. Trust me, shopping is fun if you just grab and buy whatever you like BUT not when you have to look for ONE thing. =.= Hmm, I hate the theme. Srsly, I do! But just wanna stick to the theme if I can. "Summer Garden" is kinda challenging? Coz most floral-like dresses are soo casual. For once I felt like wearing a simple white dress and buy a hat or something =.=" Anyways, I bought edi la. Something I had in mind but whatever :D happy bout it. One less thing to be frustrated bout ;) Went to Taipan - FAIL WEI. D:
Then called the cab to BB plaza area. Walked whole day there and to Times Sq. Fun times, fun times. xD We ate quite a lot too. Finger-food and all and had Jap food for dinner. hee hee :D

*group hugs*
xx

Highlights of the day:

~ My very first picture with the funky n cute Shu Ling aka Lynn
:D

Toilet Bowl Concept Cafe @ Sunway Pyramid

2010-11-12T01:33:00.005+08:00

Lunch with classmates @ Sunway Pyramid right after Finals :D

ONE memorable night - Unforgettable ;)

2010-11-11T07:02:00.004+08:00

Had after exam bbq party by the pool side last night. After that went to Rack then watched football at Hassan's mamak stall till A.M
Reached home at 6.15am and after showering, I'm still up and it's 7.05am now. :o I just broke my own record :D

SO YES, FINALS ENDED. So long, SAM 2010. =) oh wait. Officially yes. But I still hafta stay back for Moral studies till Nov 26th :(

Anyways, after exam, went to Sunway with classmates and had our lunch at Toilet Bowl Concept Restaurant. hee :D basically you get to sit on the toilet bowl, your drinks and porridge will be served in the toilet bowl, soup in the bathtub, etc hahah. Pretty cute. Oh, dessert - ice cream. and duh~ it's the typical SHIT shape :D eww much? Food - not that bad. Average only.

Then went to cyber with another bunch of classmates, the guys. Then around 9.50pm rushed to bbq party (totally forgotten!) So yeah. The pool wasn't so bad :) la.la.la nothing much la. That's all.
One thing's for sure, I will miss all of them, be it if they're from Sabah or even same hometown as me, I'll still miss everyone. Coz to be honest, even some from the same school as I am, we barely even talk or had conversation before SAM back in high school, don't you agree? :')

I hope that bond that we built within these 6-7 months will never wear out as time passes. Our lives may vary and we may change from whatever, but we'll still be friends forever :p
Kinda sad lo coz I didn't get to take any pics last night :(

Nevertheless, see ya all in Kuching, peeps!
xoxo

Combo Pain

2010-10-26T12:49:00.003+08:00

Sighs. How bad can it get? So, 2 nights ago I had a really bad stomach ache. Thinking that it was just period pain, I just ignore it till it got sooo painful! Omg I can't even sleep. Then went to washroom, and found out I had diarrhea. Damn it. Went to washroom last night for almost 10 times. Not to mention, waking up middle of the night to washroom, damn tiring :/ But went to see doc edi just now, hopefully will get better anytime soon or else. . . :/ cause i srsly got no mood to study at all. :( T__T combo pain weihh. :/

Adam Lambert

2010-10-15T15:44:00.010+08:00

It's Adam Lambert's Glam Nation Tour 2010, babes! ;) Glam up and get going!

So, there were quite a number of Glambert-wannabes, be it male OR female :) hahaha but it's fun to see how they actually took the time n effort to dress-alike as their idol. :D Sis & I bought The Pitt zone, the sound system was a little bit too loud in the front. Feels like you're in a club or something. xD Oh, there was a performance by Ikhwan(?), the winner of something, at first we all thought he's just some kind of NORMAL-Glambert-Wannabe but hey, he can moonwalk! :O so yeng lor.. his moonwalk was so awesome! so smooth. wow-er :D Credits to him for that :) Next was performance by our very own Malaysian Idol, non other than Mr. Daniel Lee himself (did i mention i went to his promo tour...back in 2007? lmao at Kuching's something Hall - near Jambu one) He's so different now! :X Back then, he's still so... "sehkia" hahaha he sorta "glam-up" this time and sang Bon Jovi's It's My Life.

view from The Pitt zone, right side

and the left side :)

first performance, Voodoo

AWESOME concert overall :) I'm positive I looked into his eyes during one of his performances! (see, i even forgot which one :P) His stunning green eyes.. =) ~~that all you haters don't have! hmph!~~ haha, nothing can express how I feel, so imma end this post. Memorable one and this particular day has indeed, will be a memorable one among all the days, in my 2010 memory. *cheers!* :D

rAndOm

2010-10-08T22:33:00.003+08:00

Oh dear. I'm in love with Red.fm. So many oldies and latest hitz. lol. Tranquility is in need for a soul like mine :] Though I'm pretty sure oldies might turn ppl emo.

Anyways, it's Friday night and yes, I'm home :) SO SLEEPY lah. sighsighsigh*

I shall sleep soon. And, not to mention my classmates are crazy and scary. What makes me? =|

Random note: You screwed me so badly I hope karma hits right back at ya like a biatch :]

Keep Holdin' On

2010-10-05T17:59:00.002+08:00

I believe God will not give us problems that we can't solve, hardships we can't overcome, even heartbreaks we can't handle. Everything happens for a reason, in His time, the cold n cruel world will turn around and everything will eventually go the way u want them to be.

What I say about it. . ? - Just hold on :)

2010-10-04T11:52:00.000+08:00

i guess it's over

eye am bored

2010-10-03T12:17:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored.

my old idol, TOP from Big Bang. If u watch Haru Haru mv, you'll understand why I fancy him a lot last time ;) He looked kinda creepy now :x no offense

same ol' Ryeo Wook from Super Junior :) I like his attitude. It might sound weird but guys that don't smile often attracts :p (coughs!reminds me of someone) hahah xD yes, that face, that look. Lan si face? Like.

Okay, ang mo pullin' off mohawk. Ok ok lah~ ummm no comment

Oh. My forever love. He's the one n only that could pull off mohawk look. He's not that good looking but his attitude makes him oh.so.cool. :D love love love him! xD oh, i dun like his "friendly" looking mv's. Too cute, I dislike. Still prefer his ol times Wedding Dress. heee :D

last but not least, maybe I shouldn't chop off my hair and leave it long like this. or something like this. :x

can u tell how bored AM I? arghhh.

LauNdRyYy

2010-10-02T21:49:00.001+08:00

holy shit!*

seriously?

view here.

and so, today i did my laundry just bout an hr ago. and i finished hangin 'em like...15 minutes ago?

it RAINED! pffffttt!

it's NIGHT time now, mind you.

what's wrong with rain, laundry and me?

=.="

Take A Bow

2010-10-02T20:50:00.002+08:00

Thanks to Facebook "See Your Daily Advice" app, HAHA :D

"If your love does not work with that person, it just means that someone else loves you more"

That caught my attention ;) So, it's 29 days to finals. What have I done? Nothing, basically. I feel so lost. No past yr questions in hand yet. haha! A part of me can't wait to go back to hometown but a part of me feels so reluctant to leave behind this hectic life in Subang. SAM is crazy. DO NOT take SAM! hee :D

U're amazing, just the way u are!

2010-09-28T23:11:00.003+08:00

When you constantly view someone's profile, what does it implies?
When you constantly think of someone every minute of your days without you realising it, what does it implies?
Oh. No.
=O

So people, do you choose who you wanna be with? Say you saw a hot girl/guy. And you said, I want that one. You go after them, but how sure are you that they'll feel the same?
Well, if you're lucky enough, they will. :)
I don't know why, but that attractive person that every girls seemed to be attracted to does not attract me anymore. I don't know why, ~~I tend to find someone with a lower profile?~~ Okay, NO I DON'T. OK LA I don't know xD

Yes, I like you. But there are so many ppl out there that feel the same way I do.
I don't know you that well too, so I guess that makes no difference. And I know I'll be just one of them that are attracted to you, ey?

And so I chose not to like you. :)

But just so you know,
it only took me one night, one chat, one moment with you,
for me to feel this deep.

I'm Only Human

2010-09-28T15:40:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream. Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely, all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me. Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me. We don't talk the way we used to talk.It's hurting so deep.

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you. I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you. But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all. You said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk. You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed. I'm convinced I know the problem. You don't love me the same. You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair. I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care.

I'm not your superwoman. I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay. Boy, I am only human. This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me. Look into the corners of your mind, I'll always be there for you through good and bad times but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be.

Laundry Day

2010-09-25T14:05:00.003+08:00

OH GREAT . . .

I've got tonnes of laundry to be done. Exam week means lazy week..? So busy that I felt too lazy to do my laundry. hee :D So, I think I'm gonna do 3 rounds of laundry today. 2 rounds - CHECKED! And of course, hoping it won't rain. The sun is glazing today :)

As I was happily doing my 2nd round of laundry... :D :D

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Trial ENDS!

2010-09-24T17:32:00.008+08:00

WOOHOO!(partially happy!)
TRIALS ended at 10.10am today. Bio. =) it was okay la.. i hope i wrote what i'm supposed to...and not creating my own facts. hee :D

just came back frm sunway with classmates. went for bowling and i paid rm3 for a nerdy socks =.=" haha :D then walked around sunway~ my fren's lookin for her prom dress - failed. srsly, i still have no idea what to wear. with THIS theme.........=.= last yr one was like my "dream" theme okay! unlike this year's one. so un-glam. can i just wear a tux instead? and cut my hair like tae yang's. urgh =.= stupid theme. anyways, bought sth that makes me HAPPY! :D :D oh, then had lunch at Full House. soo full till i wanna explode. hee :D

the set menu ;)

us. (where's shanice?)

good times, good times... :) :)

lalalallalalalala

2010-09-18T23:08:00.002+08:00

you know what, i realised i tend to blog whenever i have a sudden feeling bout something. so yeah. :)

and now. i dunno why but i kept thinking of you when i listen to Just A Dream-Nelly. haha.. weird, because you have nothing to do in my love life. but throughout these months before you left, you helped me out a lot. thanks to that, man. :)

it's weird...but i think i kinda miss you. ^.^
hehe :P

Awesome Night

2010-09-13T23:51:00.005+08:00

you, change your mind, like a girl, changes clothes...

OKAY. I'm kinda busy & lazy now. Gonna update bout how I celebrated my b'day soon. Yes, I am finally LEGAL, baby ;) I know, there's been too much happenings on my b'day itself & though it practically ruined half of my b'day mood away, but it's okay. life goes on. we move on. . . at least you've showed me what you've became and perhaps, this is your true colours. pretty much disappointed in you, though. not what I thought it'll be like. :s

credits to Andrea.

credits to Chia Ann.

Anyways, conclusion, I had my tiramisu b'day cake again this yr! YAY~ thanks to Emily & Andrea who picked the flavour ;) Eighteen and ~~single~~, ~~screw trials~~ MOS here I come! ;););)

12th Sept!

2010-09-12T14:43:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday!

18 years of priceless life experiences, one year wiser, I hope ;)

p/s: My best days are ahead of me :)

Pre-B'day

2010-09-11T01:26:00.001+08:00

Wondered how I spent my 18th birthday? hmmm let's see. The night my dear stayed over at my place. . we slept around 4am the night before and said we wud wake up at 9.30am. hahah! ended up waking up around 11am. Had breakfast at Face to Face, then used the scam taxi drivers near McD. bullshit la the idiot driver. say ah moi, now very jam la. raya la. bullshit ur face man! NOT EVEN A SINGLE CAR KAY! ~~den, he's so idiot he had to use the long route. idiot. =.=" screw u man. eff you!~~

Anyways, we bought the 3 parks one for Sunway. Apparently they only have 2 packages. ALL parks (5 parks) or 3 parks only (Amusement, Water & Wildlife) so yeah. we weren't prepared for the water park kay. so we walked back to pyramid to get board pants. Then we went explore the wildlife first (i don't fancy it tho. not my thing) After we managed to get ourselves two lockers, we changed to our swim wear. And it rained. -.-" So everyone were called out from the water. We waited, ran, walked to and fro from one park to another. . . and bumped into Jessica Debbie at the amusement park. Wad a coincidence eh! xD then finally Ashton & I sat by the rock near the man-made beach. for 1 hr? and we decided to go. :( Then they whistled and allowed us to go in. wtf? LOL. so we quickly rented a double float. so yeah. At least managed to play two water slides, and the surf beach. ;) Then we changed.

peacock. ~~cock. cock.~~

Unfortunately, Ashton's mum n aunt were waiting for her edi. So she had to go back to hotel. so I decided to follow her back to have a dinner with her. Then I'd take a cab home myself. Had our dinner date at Nando's Chicken, nearby Sg. Wang. Awesome food :) bloated :/ then we shopped a bit (since she wanted to buy souvenirs...) at Lot 10 then Sg. Wang. She wanted me to stay to help her pick, but it's alrdy like...9.20-ish pm? haha. So she called her mum n asked if i cud overnight with them since it's alrdy so late for me to go home alone. And yeah, I did. bought toothbrush n etc. LOL tiring night, indeed.

I started receiving b'day wishes then. . :) Then I was too tired I went to sleep edi. arnd 12.30am, but couldn't really sleep though. :| But I finally did, in the end :)

Okay, so sorry peeps! am too lazy to sort pics according to chronology. Pics are all below. ^^

the view from the suspension bridge

this thing's kinda scary. lol so thrilling can?! hahaha esp when ppl underneath you were swimming. FUN. xD

First Night

2010-09-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

Met up with Ashton @ Times Sq that night arnd 7pm. My first journey this far, alone. awesome. :) a piece of advice, walk fast and look up and straight (though u may look lan si) to avoid pervs! ;D jk

Anyways, after she shopped at Times Sq, I joined her family for dinner somewhere near her hotel, just right behind Sg. Wang. after that, we called a cab back to Subang. She stayed over at my place. heehee :DD Oh, before that, ndrew n lance called and said we're going out at 10pm. lance's driving. but last min canceled so ashton n i waited at The Street Cafe for nth -.-" but well, we had our fun times and wrote on the post it. HEE :D

Soon-To-Be-Idol

2010-09-10T14:32:00.003+08:00

Now that everything's coming to an end, it's killing me.
I've become so weak without you by my side.
I just want to erase you now and forget about everything.
I want to get rid of every little memory having to do with you.

Sometimes, there are days that bring thoughts of you.
Sometimes, I can hear the song we used to listen to together.
Time by time, but I can't help falling in love with you, baby.
I didn't tell you that I completely erased you.

I used to be yours but now I'm not.
It would be such a relief to no longer have you by my side.
I just want to erase you now and forget about everything.
I want to get rid of every little memory having to do with you.

How the days of yearning for you...
How the roads we used to walk together...
Every now and then, even though there's no chance of me coming back.

Being alone and in love, I'm missing you.

Let it be know that I'm the one, I'm committing to it.

And if you think I'm going to be with you again, I'm going back to being alone and in love.

Today as well, living like this, waiting for you.

Even I know that you're never coming back, I'll be alone and in love.

I'll be waiting for you even though I'm tired.

Being alone and in love, I'm missing you.

Let it be know that I'm the one, I'm committing to it.

And if you think I'm going to be with you again, I'm going back to being alone and in love.

Hwanhee isn't that bad afterall. but i felt like he's somewhat a taeyangwannabe. ;) no offense.
hot bod, at least rofl

Old Song

2010-09-10T00:11:00.003+08:00

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing
You would come back through my door, ooh
Why did you have to go? You could've let me know
So now I'm all alone

Girl, you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand, ooh
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me?)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away, everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back?
Girl, I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
No, why can't you look at me? You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

Baby, why can't we just, just start over again?
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

So baby, I will wait for you
'Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby, I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby, I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

I'll be waiting...

i am addicted to this song now. :x

2010-09-08T00:56:00.001+08:00

is addicted to Facebook's app. - know your friend's deepest secret thingy. lol it cheered me up, somehow. heh :D

Speechless.

2010-09-06T22:33:00.005+08:00

Just got back frm Malacca. I just found out another friend of mine's leaving from SS15 tomorrow. Gah! ~~fml. fml. fml~~ I feel so beh.song now. :X oh, another one leaving to aunt's place dis coming thurs. I am officially alone, starting frm dis Thurs. D:

this is a picture, of a ~~broken-hearted~~ loner. fml

T___T See. Told ya this year's Sept would suck. I knew it. I kknneeww it ~ haih.. =/
so no mood now. :[ :( D: :'(

Stinkyyy

2010-09-01T21:48:00.002+08:00

why are my classmates so stressed out? they're making me feel as if i'm not putting in much effort for coming tests n most importantly, TRIALS. D: shit man. hate hate hate this feeling! and thanks to inconsiderate house mates. the whole apartment stinks SO BAD. i feel like i'm livin' right next to Trienekens. or worse, livin' in Trienekens' company. just did my laundry and i feel happy :D every time. (i dunno why!) xD that's all. Malacca, here I come~ :D

*cheers, peeps!* xoxo

Hello, September!

2010-09-01T10:34:00.003+08:00

Hello, September!
My favourite month of the year
even though trials (PMR,SPM,SAM) fall on this month,
i still love September!
;D;D;D

now, dear September.
you were awesome last yr, and amazingly great 2 years ago.

what bout this year's september eh? there's an empty space now. :(
i'm not surprise if this year's september is a lonely one, a cold one, most of all, not a memorable one. :(
whatever lah.
that's life and life sucks.

Merdeka BBQ

2010-08-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

Had bbq by the pool @ My Place on da 31st Aug. since it's a public holiday. xD Woke up arnd 9.50am and went Uncle Seng for breakfast and walked to Carrefour with some of the gang. bought groceries and the trolley went home with us. Unfortunately we got the lousy and almost haywire punya trolley that the front wheels could barely roll properly -.-" Anyways, we over estimated, which is a good thing so we bought moreee chic wings. Sadly, ran out of charcoal. =( if not we could have bbq longer after the girls & guys finished playing in the pool. so much leftovers... and we barely touched the potatoes! I didn't get to eat the potatoes. xD but the marinated chic wings were nice. :D

No, no photos that night from me. I was the bartender of the night (literally...) and I'm proud to say I'm DRY that night! and Melvin too. Yay me? xP kiddin' peeps. hahahah so farnie watching ppl being pushed/dragged/carried into the swimming pool. XD

Notice the expiry date below. . . :D

just some stuff we bought... :):)

thats all peeps. ciao~

Photos that rust from E72

2010-08-30T15:51:00.007+08:00

PLEASE KEEP CLEAN!

2010-08-29T01:46:00.003+08:00

Keep The House Clean, can?!
i guess everyone in the house (excluding them!) felt pretty much annoyed edi. wad the fish man. before they came, our apartment was "clean" as in there were NO ANTS, LESS LIZARDS. i find it very hilarious when you're the dirty one and yet you yelled like siao chabo whenever you see a lizard. Godammit it's just a bloody lizard can? -.-"
if you're scared of cockroaches still ok lah. but lizards?! in the kitchen some more...i think that's pretty normal. since it's "MY PLACE" pfft.
i saw a baby lizard in my room this evening. i hope it crawls out already or else i'll be very paranoid tonight. :S
oh, i still don't get it. why can't you bloody wash the used cups/plates rather than leaving them in the sink?! i know lah... you stay nearby and you go back every weekend. you don't stay here 24/7 unlike us. this makes you so INCONSIDERATE. what's the point of being so smart (since u're under JPA) yet so selfish? karma's gonna hit you in some other ways, ya know? -.-"
and and and... if you can't finish drinking your whatsoever drink you have in ur cup, can't you just bloody pour it into the sink rather than leaving your cup half filled with your bloody drink? wanna feed the ants is it..? wah, so humble ar. why not do some charity work and donate to the Africans or some poor countries instead of ANTS? =.="
omg. the smell of the kitchen, i don't think you can find it anywhere else man.
it's like . no . other .
not to mention our washing machine is almost haywire. hee :D

i'm thinking, should i paste smth in the kitchen or not. smth like "PLEASE KEEP CLEAN" or "WASH YOUR DISHES" these are the more "polite" kinda way of tellin' them. in case they feel offended. HA. HA. hmmm, any suggestions? :(

Wang Lee Hom Promo Tour

2010-08-22T23:39:00.009+08:00

Wang Lee Hom's Promo Tour for his new released album, 18 Martial Arts [十八般武藝] and also his new movie, Love In Disguise, which I haven't watch ;p Got this news from Alistair's friend, Eric last night. ;O very very shocked kay! It was held at 1U, 6pm. I went with Janice, my tuition-mate from SMK BL. Her cuzzy drove us to n fro. That make things pretty convenient for us. Thank you so much! I feel so happy coz I finally went and got his autograph! That's the MOST important part man. ;D

So, we don't have any tall friends going so basically we can't really see him live. :( A bit only la.. And this s2piak bastard I was so pissed at, I looked a snap of him.

this s2piak, inconsiderate, so-not-gentleman GIRAFFE! bullshit la this guy. ruined the moment. SO CHABO CAN?! squeeze in with ppl and take ppl's place! omg SO GENTLEMAN of you ah. no wonder your face full of pimples! must be the curse frm many ppl! bwahahaha urgh!

Ok forget that ~~bastard~~. :)

mini stage

He sang Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi only and started autograph session already. Squeezing part starts. . . and lee hom, oh lee hom, he had to go to the washroom and asked us to wait. -.-" My friend n I couldn't stand it anymore, we need air, water (super cold one!) so we left the crowd. Kiwi green tea COLD helped us to survive :D then her cousin asked us to join them for dinner first. Off we went, to Gardens cafe.

MTV World Stage (II) on TV

2010-08-22T02:09:00.002+08:00

Another weekend gone. Not a very productive weekend, as usual -.-" dammit. Surprisingly my classmate(s) started their revision already. so scary la.. And me, ha.ha.ha *speechless* all these temptations, sighs. :(

Watched MTV World Stage '10 on MTV just now. Went to friend's house to watch. haha.. reminded me of the MTV World Stage's "feel" again. nostalgic much. :( I wanna turn back time can?

Btw, it has been awhile now... And I'm not sure if the flame is still there, maybe yes, maybe not. Why don't you be clear bout it and tell me? You and your games, strategies and fantasies. I don't understand. Perhaps we both know the game so well that we manipulate each other, ey. ~~SMART~~ Now this reminds me of SHE's song - Lian Ren Wei Man. :))

SAM Charity Concert

2010-08-20T23:10:00.004+08:00

S.A.M Charity concert was held at TCSJ in LT1, RM50 per head. Benefits to all performers/backstage crews and etc, we get to try out their buffet and somehow watched the shows after your performance. :)

Basically my class, M6 (literally), did a sketch entitled Indian Camp for ESL subject. And if you know the story, I am Nick's voice. lol much? :P So here it goes. I wasn't involve in any of this in the first place, till 2 days ago, a friend of mine asked me to help them out and he said I'm just gonna have to talk by the side for Nick's voice, so I thought...hmmm okay. So I agreed, since it's not much of a thangg. ;) I had fun, really. Though they were some hard times for them, it was more of an easy going phase for me as my part is like, sorta "minor" and I somehow know that my awesome classmates could pull this off even if it's without the scripts! :) That's how awesome they are. hahah. We were kinda worried if the audiences didn't response (like LOL or smth) then it'd be so . awkward . . but glad they did :) It wasn't as bas as we thought and if fact it was way better than expected. Oh, despite some technical errors in the beginning, and we had to delay our performance. oh wells. haha :D Our ESL lecturer, Ms. Ting were there too and she just HAD to remind us we left our kettle on the stage. LOL! err..okayyyyyy~ o.O

Ok, they did not bluff when they said the food were awesome. Hmmm, awesome? I don't know how to say this, but it's nice, very nice? lol. I mean, since MOST of them said it's gonna be good, at least they didn't disappoint us. Local delicacies.. So yeah :)

I'm glad we pulled this off, LOL. Srsly, I'd love to do this again. Maybe because it's not much of a practise, so we just did our VERY best and kicked ass! Sorrehhhh, no pics taken for our performace. But I took some pics of this Legal Studies performance by P1. They put so much effort on their performance man. Like seriously! O.o I don't know how much time they took to pull that off. But their performance were great ;)

Just a shot of them performing. The back part was very interesting I was too reluctant to take my phone n snap :p That's all ^^

Presentation

2010-08-16T21:50:00.004+08:00

My very first presentation in college :D Everything was "okay". I guess I'm satisfied with it? hrmm. Could have done much better, but no, I promised not to rant bout it :x Physics practical write up test tomorrow. *sigh. why never ONE week free one. so sien.

unfortunately, i don't have a full bod pic. hahah. oh wells. next presentation will be in October, Physics one. -.- that's all. TATAS!

Tick Tok

2010-08-15T13:37:00.002+08:00

why do i feel that time passes so slowly today? i can't seem to memorize or remember what to say for my I.S tutorial tomorrow. =X God help me.. :S what if nobody's going to ask me anything? what if they can't answer my questions? what if smth goes wrong during my 4-minute presentation? what if i forgot what to say? what if my tongue gets tangled-up? what if i speak too fast or too slow? what if i present less than 3 mins? what if i present more than 5 mins? what if my whole presentation plus tutorial is more than 10 mins?

GAH :X

Awesome-ness :D

2010-08-13T23:58:00.005+08:00

After school, I went Neway karaoke with classmates ; Casseny, Sze Yun, Amanda, Yuyi, Shi Wen and the boys ; Tek Seong and Ling Shyan. Sze Yun drove us thr:) well yeah, pretty much my first time there. I'm pretty impressed with the food and the choice of songs they have. But too bad their mike ran out of batt quite fast. ~~(Maybe that's their strategy to tell us it's bout time for us to leave)~~ It was load of fun! xD we sang, we laughed, we shouted - srsly. haven't had so much fun with friends. And I miss my friends back in Kch. how we used to go out when we were still in high school. when no ONE drives yet. and how we used to car pool each other's car. :'D I'll never forget those moments and what more to say you all! If you think I forget, no, I don't!

Good Views !

2010-08-11T21:49:00.006+08:00

Biology common test - DONE. :D i'm left with my I.S presentation, Physics practical test & write-up, and Maths class test this friday. boo... :S Anyways! Like any other nights, tonight is just another regular night minus studying or revision. NO books for tonight, at least please! :D can facebook all i want and not face books. hahah.. omg. btw i HAVE A LIFE la okay. just so bored tonight. :O too lazy to start my slides for presentation. D: can't wait for the weekends! :):) anyways. pictures below - i searched for it bcoz i was too bored. like bored to death! =.=" and just for the comfort of ze eye. ;) since in our country, too many causing my eye to sore :D hahahaha here are some prove to show not all cuties are exinct! but they are. . . in malaysia. =(

Teenage Dream~

2010-08-09T21:05:00.002+08:00

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was alright
but things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Yoooouuu,
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
No

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back!
=)

MTV World Stage 2010!

2010-08-01T21:29:00.004+08:00

Got my X-zone pass to MTV World Stage 2010 few weeks ago together with Andrea, Alistair, Eric n friends. Early birds :P We reached Sunway at 2pm sth, had lunch and started queuing around 3.30pm. X-zone didn't have to queue but we waited along the line for the security to call us. XD

It was a wet day! Yeah, it rained heavily an hour before the show starts. -.-" we had our ponchos, but I remembered this ang mo when I was in Aussie telling me "the ponchos don't work" when he played the water roller coaster ride. lol. IT DOESN'T WORK, guys. we're all still wet anyways. And Alistair's friend, Lily, Steph, Eric and I were in shoes! All wet lor. geeeez~ Then we started mimicking Step Up 2 dance! hahahah! ~~EPIC FAIL!...duh~~ :P

Anyways, VJ UTT, JuJu from MTV China, Chris and...sorry forgot his name! host this concert. UTT! :DD (To Alistair: He's still CUTE eventho he's got eyebags kay!) *grins* ;D

First was BunkFace. heyy, not bad for a Malaysian band. They've got popular songs...but too bad most ppl didn't know it's by them! Not bad, not bad :) They're like...the "international" Malaysian Band. hahah wasn't that shiok yet that time..

Second was...Wonder Girls! uhuh~ Alistair n Eric were so high~~ Typical. -.-" Andrea n I were like...hmmm okay. blehhhh~ hahah jk :D hey their English got slang one kay! Don't pray pray ah~ lolol. I agree they're hot.pretty.hot.pretty. but you can't escape the fact that they're ....plastic. No offense la coz I know hot n cute korean boy bands did "cosmetic" surgery too. XD

Third was Tokio Hotel! omgomgomg. HEE HEE HEE ;D my sis called me all the way from S'pore to tell me that he cut his hair, so no more porcupine hair. ok thhhannkkss! -.-" I love the lead singer lo. He's getting better. N yeah, he's like ~~following~~ Adam Lambert, but that's okay. He's still very cool xD Love World Behind My Wall the most! Actually I started liking them bcoz of that song...

I'm ready to fall, I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all. I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel!

And the mv - so cool. Fire and his porcupine hair. hahahah! *lovesss* ;)

He performed so many songs! I'm so satisfied with it! :D Basically i'm missing the feeling of World Stage bcoz of Tokio Hotel~ :( I wanna turn back time! :( Anyways, here comes the part that makes ppl pek chek! After TH, we waited soooooo damn long for the next artist. Utt came out a couple of times n asked us to be patient, coz Katy Perry will be up next, real soon. Uhuh. well, we were really exhausted and our back started to ache. Esp Alistair. lol. Plus! we were damn hungry n thirsty! Food n drinks are not allowed in the X-zone area. The embarrassing part was...MTV is like an international thing, right. When VJ Utt asked us to be patient n told us that there has been some technical probs, some ppl there started boo-ing, all doing those shitty embarrassing sounds. puh-lease la. Ruin our country's image only kay. Just be fckin patient or LEAVE. pffft! they say, nth comes FREE. just bare with it coz it's only like...how much? well, I paid rm25 for my X-Zone pass~ hahahahaha. still, Thanks to Alistair n friends. If they didn't ask me to queue with them (the privileged line), i wouldn't have gotten the X-zone passes! No need to thank me, Andrea Lau. *ehemmmm* hahahaha :p :p

After 50 mins, Katy Perry showed up with California Girls! WOOOTS! :DDD
She's soo prettayyy! I love her! She rawks! ;D As dramatic as everrrrr. hahahahah! Well, most artists changed clothes at least ONCE but she didn't. I was hoping that she changed into something darker so my cam can take a better pics of her though. She was in WHITE and it's tooo bright to see her face. :( She sang California Girls, I Kissed A Girl, Teenage Dream, Thinking of You, Waking Up In Vegas, and her new song (she claimed that she haven't sing it to anyone yet!) titled Peacock. hahaha! Yeah, a lot right. Then she went down to the crowd. I was so close to holding her too man! But ppl in front were so scary. They cud STEP or Trumble ON YOU! -.-" since they're all like DOUBLE or TRIPLE my size (heheh :p) so I stopped frm squeezing in. :) but I get to see her up close. Her face so white! lol - her make up. still pretttyyy~ :D

Lastly, surprise from Wonder Girls. They were so kind to volunteer to perform another song for us. hahah! Many left after Katy Perry's performance. so we moved forward. Eric n Alistair were so high lor... soo near kay! hahahah! I wished I was THAT close during TH's performance. hmphh.

It ended around 1am plus. My feet were so sore alrdy. My toes! :( And we walked all the way to Ming Tien Cafe for "late dinner" and we all looked like a bunch of ZOMBIES from ~~ZOMBIELAND!~~ :D (lame..) that's basically it. =)

Awesome night man! It was sucha BLAST! I HAD A LOT OF FUN, fun wearing the poncho too. heehee~ XD The feeling...was undescribable. =D Never been happier like this for sucha long time! ;D pure happiness. hahah :p okay i shall stop with how happy I am! hahah

Credits to Alistair for lifting me up on his shoulder a couple of times (tho the VJ's didn't pick me at first) lolol
Credits to Eric for helping me to take 3/4 of the vids of the night and the ticket, bla bla bla :) Alistair too
Credits to anyone else who think that they've helped one way or another. LOL

I WANT THIS MOMENT AGAIN. hate the fact that tomorrow's alrdy Monday. boo.

[PICS WILL BE UPLOADED PRETTY SOON, WHEN I HAVE THE TIME] :)

Bak Kut Teh

2010-07-29T21:38:00.002+08:00

It's been realllyyyyy long since I last had a nice, edible! bak kut teh. Finally! I know, I'm kinda s-l-o-w bcoz it's my first time walking across the bridge to eat bak kut teh. haha. oh wells. Anyways, it was yummmmmmy! Went with Casseny, Andrew, Greg n Ling Shyan just now. :)

it's too bad that Casseny dropped her money somewhere along the road :S ... Then we went for Snowflake. Honestly, Andrew (and I) weren't that full after dinner. Should have ordered individual ones. We ordered the soup & dry one. DRY bak kut teh le.. it's my first hehe :p

Bio and Physics reference list to be finished! Gambatehhh! :( :DDD

Good day, Good day~ :D

Just to know that some species aren't totally extinct!

2010-07-26T21:03:00.005+08:00

walked passed the street cafe and they were playing Cabi mv. nickhun and taecyeon(if im not mistaken) were so cute! xDDD shit. not koreans again?!?! lolol.

nickhun

taecyeon

hmm. both of em look so ~~my type~~ good here but i know most girls OR even boys ._. likes Nickhun. hahah thai boy. shall keep ma options open ;) lalalala ;P

Kidney Dissection

2010-07-26T17:04:00.001+08:00

Dissected sheep's kidney during Bio practical today. I remembered how I didn't dare to dissect the frog back in form 5 lol so yeah. "I'm doing it now!" was what I thought today.

left: fat cut-offs. right: kidney

successfully dissected kidney. ours so nice... =P can see the shape even with our naked eye :P

yep. that's just me. (:

I love Monday's biology. :D

Friday @ Sunway

2010-07-24T17:08:00.010+08:00

Inception [9/10]

I love this movie! It plays with your mind ;D hahahz anyways, nice movie! I would wanna watch it again =)

It's Friday and we (those not sitting for Accounts) have NO school. Woke up around 11 sth and went for brunch @ McD with Emily & Andrea.. Then I went to Sunway around 1.50pm. S2piak one..so jammed that time and they charged me RM10. So I did have my "some time" alone and I felt much better after that. Had my late lunch @ Sakae Sushi with Emily. salmon~ unagi~ *yums*

Smoked salmon with cheese

Unagi slice

Tori karaage. chicken nudgets.

We were kinda late for movie alrdy. . heh. Um after movie, we went to Tony Roma's. The ribs.....h.e.a.v.e.n. . . *fly to cloud9* xD

Left Sunway around 11 sth. That's about it I guess.

Today was a smooth yet very rough day. :S I shall try n erase that part off my brain.

This is a Story of A Girl Name Wena!

2010-07-14T01:02:00.011+08:00

Went to Sunway Pyramid at 6.45pm to meet up with Wena Tsan for dinner. As usual, I called the taxi but they said no taxi available so I had no choice but to use those in front of McD's. I got scam la, duh. RM10 - jammed, konon. But yeah, it WAS very jammed. hahah. padan muka! He had to use the long way :P Anyways, we didn't know where to have our dinner and we had Tony Roma the last time we met at Midvalley, so we're on to try for something new... So we had Itallianies instead. Our first time there, and to my dismay, the food wasn't what I expected it to be. The chicken was good - tender meat. The rest was just neutral. Edible. Okay la, but I wouldn't recommend it though. Tony Roma's way better XD no offense, but yeah. Um, had our "girl" talk and some catching up with each other's life lately. haha.. MORE to hers and what happened back in Kuching. Basically everything that I missed. :( From what i heard from her, Form 6 wasn't as bad as I thought. The fun part, of course - the people. ;D Wena says that the studying part is booo. Teachers, specifically. lol.

After dinner, Wena met up with Bryan Nickson. In case any of you (like me) who doesn't watch Olympic diving sport, he's one of the divers, fyi. xD Time was very stingy and it was already 9.45pm and I had to get back before 10pm or else it'll be very jam. Not to mention I've got work to do. All I can say is, though it was such a short and rushing time spent together, it was all worth it. :) I know I'm gonna miss you and in fact, knowing you'll be leaving miles and miles away from here makes me miss you already! And I don't wanna imagine me, going back for my 2nd semester break in September and not having you around to go out with anymore. Less one gang member. :( Sighs. Less one person to sms with bout ALL CRAZY stuffs we used to do xD remember?! hahaha. It feels as though it was JUST yesterday when I met you at Mr. Bong's tuition. You were from St. Mary and I'm from St. Teresa, who would ever knew we would be such close friends. Who says St. Mae & St.3 couldn't be friends?! F you. :P But I bet you're gonna have sooooo much fun there with all the 'whites' everywhere. I hope I can go back to Kch to attend your farewell party. I hope my parents allow... *fingers crossed*

Compilation of our pictures

I guess this' first few of the photos we took back in..2008? CNY at Diana's house. :)

@ MNG's when I received the VIP card, called you last min. :)

@ Senso, after my 17th b'day dinner... ;)
(you are tall! *greeens*)

our 2nd time @ senso, after dinner @ bla bla bla, our "girls night out" :)

CNY @ my house, 2010. :)

your 1st visit, @ Midvalley. dinner @ Tony roma's. :)

your 2nd visit to KL, @ sunway! dinner @ Itallianies. dated: 13th July 2010.

we even have the similar hair colour, SAME side hair parting! thats why we always fight for left side when takin pics. bluekz! xD (see pic above) I'm so kind i take frm the right side! hmppph!

To conclude all that, I guess we've been thru pretty much ey? There may be times I have disappoint you or hurt you. I'm sorry.. :) You know I didn't mean any of it! It's true when they say you'll look back at things and laugh at it, just like we did @ Itallianies that night. haha.. our little crushes on this and that guy, our eye candiesss, our scandals, and heartbreaks. Thanks for being there when I needed you - esp when I when I was goin thru a so-called major heartbreak this year. You were there @ Kbox when I broke down. :') A friend like you, is hard to find... And I just couldn't imagine you're actually SERIOUSLY leaving hometown, leaving Kch, M'sia and go out to the BIG world. I'm sure you'll be westernized. rofl~ Lookin' back at those times when we were younger, we have no worries and responsibilites yet, right? It was all laughter. Don't be too upset bout what happened recently! You know you can do better over THERE. ;) *winks!* I don't know what to say...but I love you, my dearest friend! :'(

REMEMBER, the phone/msn/skype/facebook/twitter/tumblr WORKS both ways.. :') Last but not least, FORGET ME NOT, babe! ;)

You have been the one for me, Wena Kimberly Tsan S.Y! xoxoxoxoxo :] Till we meet again~

The Heat is On

2010-07-11T20:00:00.005+08:00

Went to The Opera at 11.30pm last night and came home at 2.30am. ~~Hopefully my room mate is not emo anymore...~~ hahah

group pic of the night by "MICE" (ngiao chu according to Alistair) - the waiter. LOL

It's sunday and as expected, it's not a productive day. -.-" So disappointing. Anyways, finals tonight so Imma go and watch later at 2.30am! The least I could do is to catch the FINALE. HA HA! ;D And shoot - I can't find my notes for "Man of The House" for Text Production. Dayum~ My group members need it! And I only have the 1st part of the notes. DAMMIT. this is sooo my fault. I feel so bad alrdy :( Mid Term is arnd 1 week time and of course! who am I kidding?! I'm SO NOT ready! So much for procrastinating, and temptations everywhere, and that's what you GET. :( Maybe I should just s.t.o.p and do what's best for me man. Less fooling arnd :( Finals' less than four months from now. If you're in my shoes, what would you do? Bcoz the future is in YOUR hands - MY hands. not yours, not theirs. So be it. :) That's my stand; respect it.

YAY!

2010-07-08T20:45:00.002+08:00

Finally! Woots! Done with ESL I.S and Bio draft. I'm left with physics report and physics outline for this week. After that.. ESL I.A next week then the week after next, MID TERM liao. GAH. =.="

emo strikes twice tonight!

2010-07-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

Have you ever had something you used to hold on to?

Have you ever had someone who you can talk about anything at all?

Have you ever had someone always by your side whenever you needed them?

Have you ever had someone who is like your soul partner; your other half?

Have you ever had someone as part of yourself, a part of your life?

Yeah ?

No ?

Perhaps I've come to one point that

Nothing satisfies this heart

Nothing can be compared to the perfection you've tasted

Nothing is ever good enough

Nothing matters anymore.

The feeling of exhaustion and depression

As though you're reaching for something so far and so impossible

I don't need anyone to tell me what to do or it's OKAY.

it will never be.

Road Trip

2010-07-05T17:32:00.005+08:00

Since SAM lecturers are havin some meeting on the 5th July, SAM students got no class! :D I just got back from my weekend road trip. hahah.. Went to Singapore last Saturday morning by Aeroline bus.

view from my seat inside the bus

Comfy bus, I'd say. Tho it's considered exp compared to many other buses, but the services are twice better :) They stopped us at Harbour Front and I walked to Vivo City to meet my sisters. Regretted for being sucha heavy bag due to the feeling of guiltiness :S Then went to Bugis. Later that night, we went to Clarke Quay for a "walk". There were having fashion show - out of nowhere and we just happened to be there. :D so fun! hehe.. then out of nowhere there are workers from this cafe name "&" giving out free redemption for a cup of ice cream. Not baddd~~ :) my eyes were very clean after the walk @ clarke quay Then we had our dinner at Streets, at 11pm. They close at 4am, fyi. Reached home arnd 1.40am. No mood to do my assignments liao. XD

Had Kueh Chap for brunch at Yew Tee station, then take away Old Chang Kee, then off we go.

NOT bad :) but I still prefer Kch's.

Back to Malaysia. :( Reached Johor arnd 4pm. went to Holiday Plaza and waste our time. The DVDs there are so cheap! hehe then my 1st sis and I took the bus down to Malacca at 6.30pm. At 10pm, we went to eat Satay Celup. yummmm~ XD okay, so that night, I did a bit of my assignments la. Since I brought it allllllll the wayyyyyyy........might as well do something! :D Then the nxt morning, my sis is going to Port Dickson for work so after chicken rice balls for brunch, she dropped me at Seremban's KTM. :( okay it's my first time. and she told me they had direct route from Seremban to Subang. I asked my local friend. And he said no, hafta go KL Sentral, and I didn't believe him at first, lol, until I asked the person sitting nxt to me XD needa change to Platform 5 to Subang Jaya :):) and stupid taxi didn't wanna bring people back to SS15 coz it's so jammed and I had to wait and wait... until one taxi came then he charged extra. wdv liao la. and now, I'm home again. *sigh to that.

BUT ENJOYED THE TIMES OUT FROM SS15! YAY!!!

so lil time

2010-06-24T16:21:00.009+08:00

It's true that everyone has their own sentimental side. but do you have to do that?

okay, that's just a random thought i had. :) everyone has their own obstacles in life, right? even the happiest person in the world face obstacles in their life too. i guess the answer to all these shits is Don't Complain. ~~i rant a lot XD~~

so lately, things aren't the way it used to be. maybe because the things or people that hold the bond all this while, aren't here anymore. some things screwed up and for some, it's a spring anew.

if you have noticed, it's not that i don't care for you. you face your own problems (like everyone else does) and i am having a major problem myself. i don't know how or what to do. . . i wish i could turn back time and mend the wrongs i've done. there goes the saying: better late than never and it's never too late? *sighs.

i wish we have 48 hours a day.

OH. JJ AND EAN (or is it just EAN), came to Taylor's this afternoon. my classmates took pics with him. haha.. i wanted to go n see him too but my friend didn't listen to Hitz.fm so she didn't wanna follow me all the way down...so i just look at the crowd from above. it's okay. haha :P

Inspiration

2010-06-19T17:06:00.006+08:00

Inspiration.

This is a story of a girl. My friend just got back frm this church camp thingy. And he claimed that I should have went. Too bad I'm stuck here in Subang :( But then, I never involved myself in any church activities or youth meeting kinda thing back in Kuching too. why? Just because. :)

Her broken heart - she feels as though she lost part of it. Feeling as though she's trying to breathe under water. Feeling as though nobody understands what she's been pulling through. I admit, there were hard and harsh times for her. Those endless tears that rolled down her cheeks and no one neither knows or sees it, but herself. She knows her abilities and this time around, she feels as though she just can't do it.

This time around, she went overboard. Doing stuff beyond her limits. Somehow, he made her loved him more than she loved herself.
He's like her other part of her heart, without him, she's unable to breathe. She just got sooo used to having him around that she can't imagine life without him. It ain't love. It's a "xi guan". She was wrong.
Yeah, I admit that she was still a young n naive girl. Gullible, maybe. That was then. As time passes, lessons learned, it's time to look forward.
She's putting all those memories of him back where it belongs. She's taking back her heart where it was left broken and she's picking up those broken pieces that he left.

Cold n cruel. That's just life. She finally gets it. Those heartaches, were nothing. Like I said, she has loved him more than she love herself and it's time to change that.
According to my friend, for example, she has RM5 but she tried to give RM10. Besides, she finally get what are 'values'. According to my friend, let's say you're a RM50 note withdrawed frm an ATM machine. Nice smelling n crisp. As time passes, you're all crumpled but no matter what, you're still worth RM50. And even if a folded RM50 was given to you, you still want it right?

Life has its own difficulties.
Life is neither a bed of roses nor always a smooth sailing.
Life has its own pain and sorrow.
You can choose to find solutions to it.
If you can't you have no choice but choose to endure it.
To those who chose to endure it, if you persevere,
in the end,
you will have easier times in the future,
a taste of success, VICTORY...

xoxo;viv.

Wedding Dress

2010-06-19T16:05:00.004+08:00

Wedding Dress.
Old song, but still lovin' it.
Lovin' Tae Yang since... forever.
:)
(shall start my obsession for KOREA boy band once again. ~~so no life right~~)

SATURDAY!

2010-06-19T14:49:00.005+08:00

Friday was awesomeee. despite the fact that I screwed my Maths paper ~~again~~ just when I thought I did okay...then my teacher just had tell us the answers.

Anyways. I finally went to play bowling with Cal and Melvin. After 1st round, Shaun joined in. :D I missed how I used to go for bowling practices during school KK with Ashton, Andrea n Eugene. :( those were the days... And how ~~fugly~~ was our Bowling Club board. hehe.. it was nice la. :) Dunno why I feel so free today wor. Done with my physics info search dis morning. Doing dobi later. then what? hmmm. ~~study?~~ darn. Phy class test again nxt week. fml.

And... I keep getting this from ppl "eh u look like my fren so n so". :S I dunno if it's a good or bad thing. but yeah~ hahaha

our final score.. :) (winners treat supper XD)

haha.. ok la.. my score wasn't that bad la okay. stupid 6kg holes. so small -.-"

The Daily Blah

2010-06-16T17:01:00.004+08:00

done with malaysian studies final examination. im being "guai".. in library now looking for my bio resources =P
i crave for bak chang now. :( oh. i've got something to say tonight. needa get it outta my chest! too bad, i can't update it now~ too many ppl looking. *blush* and...taylor's library's computers are no longer the bulky desktop. all flatttt screens, babeh (like finally) ;)

So much for being so busy, we have to pass up our Bio prac THIS friday. plus one more thing in my To-Do List. :( Maths DI sucked so bad. I barely did anything. seriously lo. i gotta admit, my maths isn't that good anymore. it's not maths;it's ADD maths. okay, maybe calculations just ain't my thing you know. :S i just don't click with them. physics too. :( how am i supposed to finish sam like that. *sigh.

anyways, i still lack of sleep. my eyes still feels sore. like i said, it feels like after crying. =/ last night i slept early, n didn't bother to finish reading my M'sian Studies. i lied down, closed my eyes and next thing i knew, it's already the next mrng. i didn't even realise Chia Ann was back too. she went home at 2am sth, FYI PPL. =P

AGAIN, MATHS DI SUCKED SO BAD!

~~Dear maths, you're so mean to me la...why, u silly bum!~~

2010-06-14T22:49:00.003+08:00

today feels like forever. mayb bcoz it's a MONDAY. seriously, i can't wait for saturday already.

it's like...never ending assignments, class tests... more n MORE assignments. gosh. i've never felt so depressed like this for THIS long. i need to get back my life where i left it man. =( when i was oh-so-happy.

i can't wait for x'mas already. i want a time machine. heh

sigh.

CHANGE

2010-06-14T17:27:00.001+08:00

CHANGE. either we rush for it, or we run from it. they say that the only thing constant in the world is change. but how do we really deal with it? People change their hair color, hair cut, wardrobe, their daily routine to maybe escape from the past. to somehow bury those certain memories by multiple changes. so that.. i don't know.. maybe when they look in the mirror, they’d be able to say that this is a new me. this is the BETTER me. those are the fearless. the risk takers. the empowered ones. they don’t wait for a new year anymore to have a new life. they make their own fresh start. Not afraid of change at all but rides it with such ease. they take control. but how about those stuck in the past? thinks about change. thinks about a makeover. but when it's about to happen they back out. they refuse. keeping a really tight grip on the ”BEFORE” and scared of leaving it behind. Change is actually dragging their asses off already but still too stubborn. too scared to face what’s on for today. what’s on for tomorrow. the ones who sit at the backseat looking at the back mirror. longing for before. and missing everything that's in front of her. bugged by the question, How do you really deal with change? How do you know it's gonna be alright?

=|

2010-06-12T10:46:00.002+08:00

Dearest,
how have you been?
I was doing my esl final report and since you read my blog that day, I thought I'd pay a visit to yours as well. :) Seeing you now, seeing you back then, I know you've gone far down and away. Why do people change? hmmm. And so I read every single one of your posts. It brings back all the memories. Mostly sweet ones. 9/10 are happy ones. :) And baby, what ever happened to it? What ever happened to happily ever after? :S
Perhaps, as time passes, we've become so used to having each other around and we started to take each other for granted. Love eventually becomes a thing. Slowly, it fades away. I know I'm not supposed to do what I'm doing right now, but all you must know is that whatever wrong I've done, I'm truly sorry. You've changed so much and I just have to accept the fact that you're no longer the person I knew. Reading your blog, I realized how much empty promises you've made. But, it's okay now. :') I don't know where you are in this world, but at least I know you're happy now. =)
Remember, you looked so cute when you're happy. And how manja you were when you're with me. So much for being mommy's boy, you were my boy too. haha..

Gosh.
I gotta stop lingering arnd in my past. It's not helping. :S
Anyways...
yeah~ this is just one of the days I would really really wanna talk to you again.
Maybe just a simple text "HELLO" to you.
but, it's just not right. I'm sorry dear.
:'|

28 hours

2010-06-12T09:44:00.002+08:00

28 hours from now, I'll prolly be in the plane or at the waiting area already. 24 hours from now, prolly I'll be busy doing some last minute packing. What have I done this week? Except having fun. I haven't revise my Maths for next week's class test, undone ESL final report, haven't look up my Physics info search, haven't study Bio which I'm so far left behind after Aussie trip...yeah. :S
Back to KL literally means back to hell. Pls tell me today is not a Saturday already? :(

My Teacher's Wedding

2010-06-11T14:32:00.003+08:00

haha. does the title sounds familiar to you? :p alright. woke up early this morning, got ready and went to Joan's house XD sth happened on our way to eat breakfast =S freakkkyyy~ Anyways, we finally decided to go to Kaya & Toast for breakfast and it was already 10.33am! XD the ceremony starts at 11am, fyi. and yeah~ Joan & I were late. we missed the part the groom & bride walk down the aisle. but Fr. Albert was funny. haha.. and throughout the whole ceremony, everything was very sweet n lovin' :) "awwwwwwwwwww" rofl. ~~Miss~~ Mdm. Marjolyn looked soo happy that no words cud describe how happy she is. her BIG day today n i'm happy to be part of it (literally) hahaha. *tears of joy* =)

NOW, i shall let the pics do the talking. lazy wanna type. :D gud day! time for my ~~beauty~~ sleep. zZzzzZZZzzZZzzzz

last but not least, :')

Random

2010-06-09T23:33:00.003+08:00

When you get caught in the rain with nowhere to run. When you’re distraught and in pain without anyone. We keep prayin’ to be saved but nobody comes and you feel so far away that you just can’t find your way home. And if you keep falling down, don’t you dare give in. You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on. Step fastly and you’ll find what you need to prepare. When the wind moves and shadows grow close, don’t be afraid. There’s nothing you can’t face. Sure, they tell you, you’ll never pull through. Don’t hesitate, stay calm and sane.

I can make it through the rain. I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I’m strong enough to mend. Every time I feel afraid, I hold tighter to my faith and I live one more day and I make it through the rain. Oh yes you can. you can make it thru da rain :)

Damai Getaway

2010-06-08T21:08:00.006+08:00

just got back from damai beach this afternoon :) i got tanner now. ;X which, to me, it's a not-so-good thing. :( i feel so...yellow + red. :( ok, we shall skip the sunburn part. the trip was greeaat, to me. lol umm, first day wasn't so productive. we reached damai so early n we couldn't check in yet. so it's just the wasting-our-time moments there. after we checked-in, we went to the beach n do what most ppl would do n the guys started to catch the hermit crabs n shrimps. i left that moment, since i'm paranoid to things like that. they're small and they can crawl . . . :S :S :S

haha 2nd day was better but i had ~~gastric~~ stomach cramp. what a luck eyy. but depsite the pain, i went on kayaking with them just now. whee~ xD I shared the double canoe with Alistair since it's our first time doing this. together with Seth n Melvin. Dawson left after 1 hr n Seth took over. :) Then, the four of us kayak all the way to Damai Puri. i don't know why but Damai Puri looks far frm Damai Beach yet when u're heading back to Damai Beach from Damai Puri, it looks very near. lol. on our way back to damai beach, the waves were pretty strong n no doubt it was really nice. hehe.. UNTIL one of the big waves came from the side of our canoe, we were like...whee (for a sec) then O.o (omg) and next thing u knew . . . . . Alistair n I fell into the sea. it's kinda scary~ plus it's our first time some more.. and i sprained my left leg after the fall, n i felt like my leg's cramp inside the water. :X then Melvin went over to help us. he's pretty strong ey. don't underestimate him. lmao :D then Seth came by too. after the drama, we went back to the shore coz the waves were very strong already. hahaha as we reached the shore, i don't know why... same thing happened, n we were just too lazy to get up frm the canoe, we fell again coz the waves came frm the side of the canoe. wad da hell right!! rofl. anyways, it was fun. hehehe sadly, i didn't take any pics in my fon or cam tho I bought it. was counting on the two guys who have their dslr to take it for us all. :)

oh, forgot bout this! :D the vodka u see in Dawson's album.
that night, we played this game which we all dunno what is it called, introduced by Melvin, n it has everything to do with drinking the vodka to the losers (literally). some, tipsy. and i get to see them in their "high" mode. then again, no pics :( some slept earlier. the rest, arnd 1.30am plus plus. n we all woke up at 5am. I don't think Seth sleep that night. =O then we drove down to Buntal to watch the sunrise. oh don't get me started with this. LOL

NOW, i srsly don't feel like goin back to KL. i can't believe i'm sayin dis but i'm sick of KL. sick of ss15. and sunway being the nearest n 'only' nearest mall, is making me sick, soon. hmmm.

ANYWAYS, perfect getaways! :) y-a-y~

[edited] here are the pictures. :)

dinner @ Buntal.
(emily, me, alistair, dawson, melvin n alvin)

nice right?! xD

at Buntal earlyy in the morning

best pic of damai ever. nice scenery;thanks to Seth's DSLR.

credits to Seth Chew for all the pictures taken above ^.^

They Made My Day :)

2010-06-06T20:21:00.005+08:00

post under construction :(

Okays. :) Had a day out with my friends today. Siti Nurhaliza came to Spring as well O.o i could hear her sing frm 1st floor tho. didn't manage to see her coz there were too many ppl and i didnt feel like squeezing with "them" just to see her. :p ummm, lunch at H.I.P, Nanny McPhee for movie, then Cheng Wai drove us for dinner out of Spring. TG! :D believe him when he says he's a bad driver. i literally got heart attack sitting in front coz i can SEE the car in front . .? at least when u sit at the back, u cant see wad's going on with the car in front etc. so yeah~ :) after 1 hr, we still couldn't think of a place to eat. OH! we wanted to eat at Green Hill but it wasn't open coz it's a Sunday. so we didnt know where to eat. then went over to Justin's house n sorta "discuss" where to go for dinner. soo wu liao right... :S another half an hour there i supposed. ;x then finally decided to go Taipei 101 at Rh Plaza. tonight's THE night. Eugene and Ashton sleptover at my place. haha.. OH, after the movies, Cheng Wai brought Ashton & Eugene home to get their stuff to sleepover. lol. okays..that's all i guess. at home, we webcam on msn with Joan then switched to SKYPE. :DD it was so hilarious! not to mention, it was kinda lame at first, but after that it's okay. hahahah! And b4 I slept that night, I did my SRT essay's introduction. lol much. with Ashton's help. coz my brain couldn't think no more. it's all...fun fun fun + food food food. goshh :|

PERFECT outing, PERFECT day. (tho it's missing out someone, but prolly she's busy with sukma. dun bother her first.)

till then, xoxo;viv.

Home Sweet Home

2010-06-05T21:19:00.003+08:00

OKAY! I haven't come back to Kch since I first started college. So I'm still very excited to come back to Kuching. Most importantly, my home... :) Now everywhere I am at home reminds me of something. Especially my bedroom. Great times n worst times are all in here. Joy and tears. I could still feel it crawling beneath my skin. As I opened my wardrobe and in the drawer, there it is. Your fon. If I'm tooooo bored and IF I were to ON it with my sim card, there it is again...the past msges. Not to mention "ze" pecah atas msg I sent is still inside. So hopefully I'll not be too stubborn to ON it.

emily and I after we came out frm the plane! hehehe

Then my parents brought me to eat Kueh Chap at Carpenter's Street. I was still kinda full...still lovin' the kueh chap there but I'm full. ;x so yeah. u get me right...

no more egg. finished. so many ppl tonight ;x

Little. haha. but I still likey~ xD yay! yay! yay! It has been awhile since I last feel so. . . happy. :) It's nice. =) hehe though many places be it even at home, outside or just ANYWHERE reminds me of our memories, I'll just face it till I'm immune to it and feel the "sour-ness" till I can feel no more. That way, maybe I'll feel happier. ;| then again, wadda hell. YAY I'M HOME! gosh.. my bed! times when I kept rolling left n right cause I was so happy reading your msges or our long talks on the phone. Bad times when I cried on my bed and when I couldn't sleep cause my heart was beating too fast. haha.. me.mo.irs~ I've grown up. and I won't drop a tear for ya anymore.

then again . . . YAY YAY YAY. hahaha i shall stop for tonight! tatas, peeps!

xoxo;viv.

HAHAHA

2010-06-03T19:46:00.007+08:00

These clouds aren't going nowhere, baby
Rain keeps coming down
I just thought I'd try to call you, baby
For you got too far outta town

Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever?
Last words that I said
But that was nothing but a broken heart talkin', baby
You know that's not what I meant
Call me up, let me know that you got this message that I'm leaving for you
'Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to

And I hope you're happy, wherever you are
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
And I hope you find it
Whatever it is out there that you were missing here

And I hope you find it,
What you're looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more

3rd day of LAN sucks

2010-06-02T17:03:00.002+08:00

Okay, first things first. Today - suck. =S Had a major headache since this morning. what the heck...? That girl did sth really disgusting again last night in front of me. what the heak...? and on my previous post, I mentioned my 1st day of LAN was okay n it was bearable? Today, I'm wondering how am I gonna survive another 2 days of LAN. what the heck...? After lunch break, I sat at the back with Casseny and it was very stuffy and someone's shoes had BO SO :p
Plus my lecturer, she kept saying "ye" after every sentence or worse, every WORD. especially when it comes to examples... say food - "nasi lemak, laksa YE"; "chapati YE"; "nasi dagang, bak kut teh YE"; "YE apE lagi?"; "biryani YE" oh my fckin gawd. And sometimes while waiting for herself to translate a sentence/word from BM - English, she would mumbled mumbled mumbled with all the ahhh--eehh--umm-- arghh!! When all that mentioned above combined, it's like an external enzyme to me. It inhibits my headache. what the heck... =.=" Not to mentioned, yeah~ she's some what ~~racist~~ state-ist(?) Maybe 60% yes la. haha. Anyways... I don't like today! Still hafta finish up my presentation tomorrow n my head is spinning right round n my eyes are closing. PLUS I hope that disgusting girl DON'T get on my nerves plus ~~PMS~~ or else Imma smack her ass n let go of my tantrums. So not in a mood today. PFFT!

*another day gone,without touching my book & counting down the days..*

Say "NO" to Monday Blues

2010-06-01T18:41:00.007+08:00

I've been very unproductive lately. So many things to be completed. haihz
Anyways,
talking bout LAN~
1st day's lesson was still bearable despite the hotness n stuffiness in LT5. Lucky I wasn't feeling neither hot nor stuffy like my friends who sat nxt to me. :)
My days were pretty awesome yesterday...
After school, when I was just bout to sleep and get into my dreamland, Emily sms me n asked if I wanna go Sunway with Shaun. Then I said okay, anything la. Call or text me when he reached Subang. So ok lor.. After 20 minutes of my ~~sleep~~ nap, Shaun called. He said he's already HERE. I'm like.. wadda shit? I got up and got ready immediately.. still very blur. :D n heyy, I was just bout to get into my dreamland again.. pfft.

We had dinner @ Popeye's and watched Prince of Persia.

Dangg the movie was goood! =D~
I can watch it another time. After watching this movie, I had the same feeling after I watched Avatar (and Avatar was goood, to me) :) :)

Oh, forgot to mention sth :P after dinner n right before movie, I went to MPH n bought this novel. As u can see... I, myself admit that I AM NOT much of a reader kinda person . .
normally I get so into this particular author/book, either bcoz the movie is nice or the book cover is soo nice n "tempting" I just feel like keeping it on my shelf :P, so it's very rare that u'd see my buying a bOoK.
Nevertheless, I did...for 'some' reason I can't say here. ;x
But this book is quite different frm the other books I bought. I actually know the storyline for this book already. Recommended by my sister, n I asked her to tell me the whole story already. Pretty amazed by the story n I could actually relate to it... (since romance isn't my type currently, due to some reasons again)

My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult.
=)

After movies, we went to see what's the sound on the ice ring and saw this...

ice hockey.

emily n shaun in green

That's basically how my Monday ended.
=)

*counting down the days*

Happy Mother's Day!

2010-05-09T21:27:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
Sis and I got a bouquet of flowers delivered to our house for Mum in Kch :)
Just as I thought, she's prolly one of the top person I'd be missing when I'm away from Kch.
And...I was right. :')
Despite the nagging sometimes, as we grew older, she became an understanding Mother; for she knows what's right and what's not and all her decisions and opinions are always the best for US. When I have a prob here, I called and you helped me get things done right away. You made things so much easier for me. Impossible is never word for you, right. (:

I MISS YOU LOADS :'(

mommy & her best friend lol

Happy Mother's Day, Mum
May God bless you always & FOREVER!
i.love.you
:)

the opera II

2010-05-08T04:13:00.003+08:00

so much happenings for the past few weeks/days and i was gonna blog about but somehow emo-ness got over me and now i lost the mood to blog bout it liao =S anyways, gonna sum things up real quick! combo test this morning, phy & maths, both my "favourite" subjects fyi. screwed dem. went to sunway. la la la. had dinner. la la la. went to The Opera again ;) um, we played truth or dare. well more like a "truth" game coz there weren't any dares. and i can't believe i actually told FOUR ppl that thing. lol much! xD if i could, i would srsly turn back the time and take that back man. -_- but then again, whatever la. it's 4.35am now and i'm still here! argh.. anyways the atmosphere at the opera was somewhat ookay~ until the live band started singing some REAL EMO songs. this particular song hits me once again and it got me all blue. :( so maybe now, it's time to let some colours in to my life once again. :)

that's about it. too tired n losing energy to blog liao xD it's 5am now. gah! -__-

My Words; They're Not Enough♥

2010-04-28T17:33:00.005+08:00

I thought sometime alone was what we really needed. You said this time would hurt more than it helps but I couldn't see that. I thought it was the end of a beautiful story and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone. And then I met someone and thought he could replace you. We got a long just fine, we wasted time because he was not you. We had a lot of fun though we knew we were faking. Love was not impressed with our connection built on lies, all lies. I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you. I can only prove the things I say with time, please be mine.

Don't close your heart to how you feel. Dream, and don't be afraid the dream's not real. Close your eyes, pretend it's just the two of us again. Make believe this moment's here to stay. Touch... touch me the way you used to do. I know tonight could be all I'll have with you. From now on, you'll be with someone else instead of me. So tonight, let's fill this memory for the last time ~ Time will be kind once we're apart and your tears will have no place in your heart . I wish I could say how much I'll miss you when you're gone. How my love for you will go on and on and on... So hold me now. Don't cry, don't say a word. Just hold me now and try to understand that I hope at last you've found what you've been searching for. And though I won't be there anymore, I will always love you the same way u do♥ Though we're apart, we'll always be together, forever in love. What do you say when words are not enough? What can I say when my words are not enough.

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself. I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart. I'd rather have the one who holds my heart♥

♥

i dropped a tear in the ocean.
the day you find it is the day i'll stop missing you
♥

Morning Blues~

2010-04-24T12:11:00.003+08:00

Two years gone by, who would knew I'd be facing this another time. Then again, who would knew this song would mean so much, again. Though it has been only less than 2 months, I'm sure years to come, I'd remember you. Sometimes, I do miss the old days. Our old days, our old times, our old memories, when everything seemed so perfect, when our silent prayers were answered, when there's just the two of us. =) A memorable chapter, I'd say. As I move on flipping the pages, I do spend some time flipping back when there's just you and me. When we were still naive little kids who fell really hard & believing all the impossibles. How cute :p Forget the wrong things we've done, help each other to find some reasons to be missed. :) True, there were days when I didn't cared at all, but after talking to you Mr.Cheeseball, you're ...*line disconnected*

Biar bertahun masa beredar
Satu wajah satu nama takkan pudar
Tetap jelas di ruang mata
Setiap gerak gaya
Bergetaran merdu sinar
Di persada budaya
Hingga kini menjadi sebutan
Tetap terpahat namamu di ingatan

Kaulah satu satunya
Di antara berjuta
Insan teristimewa
Patah tak tumbuh lagi
Hilang belum berganti
Kerana kau tersendiri
Engkau lagenda

this.

i am universal
when it comes to songs.
not colours. (WENA you should understand this) :)

Sunday Blues

2010-04-18T12:22:00.003+08:00

another boring weekend.
apparently,
when life starts to get better, someone somewhere had to ruin it.
effin' annoying right?

everything happens for a reason; they say. what reason?
we let go of good things so better things can come along; where & what are the good things?
but... life still goes on; hell yeah >< no matter how suck-ish your life is at every angle.

:/

it's funny how i don't miss you anymore.
funny how i don't remember things you've said & did and of course, funny how i don't remember our promises that has been made.
where are all your footprints?
have you ever thought just, maybe, it's all gone.(:

First Weekend Ends

2010-04-04T14:02:00.003+08:00

First weekend here in Subang. x) still okay~ So I promised I was gonna finish up my work today. Be guai today :D woke up before 7am and went to church. After lunch, went back to my unit. GUAI right?! I know.. :D But still, I'm here, blogging and my work is next to me. I read and read and read and I still don't get what the ques wants. HAHA! distractions everywhere! Oh, supposed to go to library with Emily yesterday but it closes at 1pm. And by random, I decided to go Sunway Pyramid and amazingly she agreed wor. and we shared a taxi with this 2 random guys who wanted to go Sunway too. Oh, we watched the ice-skating competition too! It's more or less like a ballet-on-ice. :) Have been sort of "emo" lately. maybe bcoz I haven't done any homework. partly bcoz of something else. and I shall admit once again, Celine Dion-It's All Coming Back is a really good song! It practically says everyt.h.i.n.g. :)) Another week to come~ I hope it'll be good. Shall end this post with a picture for u guys. haha..

sleeepppyyy

2010-03-29T16:53:00.002+08:00

just back from orientation 3 hrs ago. so damn tired now =( couldn't sleep well last night due to many many distractions. dinner in one hour time with my cuzzy. class starts tomorrow as early as 8AM, everyday. =/ will update more soon. when i have the time... prolly weekends :)

EUGENE

2010-03-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, EUGENE!

thanks for the dinner
we all had fun, I had fun! :)
xoxo

2010

Even The Smallest Star Cud Lead Me

2010-03-24T16:25:00.005+08:00

So lately, I'm beginning to get used to everything new in life. I see little things that could make ppl happy and I see little things ppl did that made me feel so touched. Perhaps, that's life, when you start to look at it at a better angle. As much as I wanted to throw the "love letter" that was kept for so long, I couldn't. So I thought, wad da hell?! and I read it all once again. I remembered how much you were in love. As I recalled more & deeper, I realized all the mistakes I've done - harsh things that were said n done. It.was.plain.cruel. I know. :( All you must really know, I never meant to hurt you that way. Now, everything makes sense. Tears eventually dry up. Heart can break no more. You're just another passerby who can talk but cannot walk the talk. Bare in mind, actions speak louder than words. I don't know if I'm ever gonna try it again..coz once you've been through heartaches and everything, you feel soo tired to start all over - for me. But I don't know now.. When time's right, then I'm gonna go for it once again. BUT for now, I've got better and much more important things to do. And, we're moving on now, with our own ways n styles. U do what u think is best to help u move on and I'll do mine. :) And u should know, love cannot be forced or rushed! At least I'm strong enough to pull through this without having to depend on anotha lur-verr. =.=" till then, *toodles* =)

Goodbye.

2010-02-28T14:40:00.001+08:00

once broken, considered sold. LOVE - u never noe da minute it ends suddenly. it wasn't cruel, wasn't wicked and all. everyone's goin thru da same cycle. ups and downs in life. n yess, karma's a bitch. i believe everything happened for a reason. we let go of good things, so better things can come along. :) there's no rush. i'm tired & i'm moving on slowly. i've got time coz i'm not in college or wadsoever yet. i don't need another man to help me move on. replacing u is so easyy, but wad for? not like i'm in a hurry to marry. lol. this time around, i'm gonna spend more time with frens n family. i won't say i regret it all... just, thanks for teaching me a lot of things throughout da times we were together. i've learnt my mistakes n all.. i won't say it's totally easy to move on either . . not hard too. haha.. all the used-to's, i still miss it a little, but soon it will come to one day dat when i'm totally over you, i'd feel disgusted edi, trust me! haha, it happened before. :P break up, single, in a relationship, dots, whatever it is, i'm not ready to be in one just yet. i've got things to do... knowledge to learn, a world to travel, people to meet. the world - MY world, is just not all bout you. =) ure just another passerby, and thanks for everything n no hard feelings. ~~so stop crying, baby~~. =P

...if i never see you ur face again i don't mind. coz we've gone much further than i thought we'd get...

=) *cheers*

Anniversary

2010-02-23T13:45:00.001+08:00

It's that time of the month.
23rd of the month.
=)

HAPPY 18TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY dearest.

xoxo

skinny.

2010-02-04T22:43:00.004+08:00

it's addictive! once u got ur first skinny, u feel like having a 2nd one and then 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th =X
well, that's skinny. lmao and i dreamm of that white tee. ;D

heartsss

someone has been really down lately.
&& i hope that person will be alright anytime soon.
xoxo :]

My new IDOL

2010-02-04T22:23:00.006+08:00

According to you
I'm stupid
I'm useless
I can't do anything right

According to you
I'm difficult
Hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
Can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you

According to you
I'm boring
I'm moody
You can't take me any place

According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with it
According to you
According to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful,incredible
He can't get me out of his head

According to him
I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

I need to feel appreciated
like I'm not hated
Oh, no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me dizz-ay

According to me
you're stupid
you're useless
you can't do anything right

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head

According to him
I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
Baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

2010-01-23T21:26:00.001+08:00

23rd ;]

Happenings @ SK

2010-01-19T17:30:00.002+08:00

I hate weekends. So many ppl coming in and out frm Sushi King. busy busy =/ I'm finally starting to fit in well. :) despite the fact that most of the seniors talked to me in BM coz I'm bad in my bhs s'wak. I find this friend/colleague kinda interesting. Funny yet when it comes to work, he's really serious + scary. And he jokes around just to make us not feel bored. Unfortunately, I just found out that he quitted yesterday. O.o So now, working there is kinda dull. :( And not to mention, I'm so sickkk of the service crew's leader. wtffff >.< Vivien here, Vivien there, Vivien this, Vivien that. urghh! never liked him ever since the first day I started my job. And he thinks I can't understand him in BM. HELLOOO~ my BM wor. puhlease la. -.-" since I hated him so much I mostly ignored him all the way, and he thought I couldn't understand him in BM. then the aunty ask him to speak to me in English, and he paused, and he asked the aunty to translate in Mandarin. what? u can't speak inggeris kah? what a bummer! urghhh. Feel like giving him a punch in his face!

Speaking of sushi king, I finally managed to get used n memorize most of the products edi. :) :) and the differeces between Soba and Udon. and the catagories for Nigiri, Gunkan, Maki, Temaki & so on. and the meaning of Hotate & Karaage. :) OH YEAH!

Sushi King is having a promo now, fyi. new menus :) and lucky enough for all the service crews, we get to try out the new menus. heehee xD They got this YEE SANG as well. haha. If u guys like cheese-baked mussels, then u should like Hotate Cheese Yaki(if i'm not mistaken). Instead of mussels, it's cheese-baked scallops. :D yummm ;)

The sad part is, I think I'm gonna have to quit next month. :( We'll see how it goes when I talk to my manager about it. =/

Recently.

2010-01-14T10:11:00.006+08:00

feelin' kinda lazy now and kinda in a rush to get ready by 11.30 to go to work =X gonna sum things up real quick! :D

watched this movie with Justin on the 7th Jan. not bad.. ppl says it's really funny. ummm for me, I think it was KINDA funny ~ :)

prolly one of the movies I disliked. watched this movie with Ashton yesterday. I think less than 10 ppl ONLY were in the cinema hall -.-" a movie without an ending...or with a question mark. nobody knew what or why that thing kept haunting the girl. -.-" and it's freakily-scary. =S if u watched it again maybe it's nth but it's just.. psycho! >.<

After that, I met up with Ian and I had my dinner at Kim Bay. we've got nth to do so decided to watch another movie since he claimed that he got bored of going to Kbox so many times. uhuh~
so we watched this!

not bad :) the storyline is SIMPLE... but it's funny. Funnier than Old Dogs, trust me. ;)

So that's it. That's how I spent my day off. I don't like the weekends anymore.. =X

Replacement

2010-01-10T19:51:00.004+08:00

Finally my new phone replacement has arrived. After weeks of waiting, FINALLY. In case you didn't know, I lost my phone in KL on 18th Dec 09. Got pickpocketed. :( Never thought of changing that phone this soon, but I had to. SO, I've found this phone~ haha.. Sony Ericsson got no nice phones now coz I'm not a fan of slide/flip phones. prefer bar phones. Though I'm pretty much a fan of S.E phones. So I'm up for Nokia for the second time.

:) Nokia E72

Mine's the metal grey one. It looks sleek & classy~ Black is nice but it's too common these days. the left one is brown. NO. :) the functions are awesome! - for its price. AND it's quite slim~ hehe

That's all. && I promise to take extra good care of this phone liao. No more losing it! urghh stupid guy who pickpocket me.

2010-01-07T19:17:00.001+08:00

TOGETHER,

we . make . a . difference .

Time For Miracles

2010-01-03T19:01:00.004+08:00

What goes around comes around. You have to taste the bitter in order to taste its sweetness. Life was so bitter before you came along. You came into my life and make it so sweet. Sweetness that I've never tasted before. Then, your time has expired. It's your time to go and so here I am, in the world of bitterness once again. My friends asked, "not tired meh, always on n off?" I said, "well, that's life" Like I said, you have to try a lot of types in order to find out which taste suits you. When you're sure you've found them, never let them go. This is just part of life that I have to go through. It's not possible to turn back the time, so let's just move on, even though what we left behind makes it difficult for us. As I grow older, I've come to realized that breaking up isn't sucha bad thing. You get to learn more of yourself and how ppl truly are. I shall say, we were kinda different now than we were the first time we talked. Perhaps we're just trying to make a good impression. :) It worked, ey? I'm not gonna spill too much out, so that's it for now. I still believe in happy endings, miracles and all the impossibles, because He is unpredictable. And no, I ain't giving up on love. The search is still on, I just need to sit back and relax my mind for the meantime. When the time is right, I will stand on my feet, smile again and live life to the fullest. It's not wrong for a short break down, not too long, but a certain period will do :)

*cheers for the 472 days* (I counted bcoz I was darn bored at the driving talk) :)

Happy New Year & shocking news...

2010-01-01T19:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

as for me, today is the beginning of an ending of a high school sweethearts chapter.
:)

Guys These Days

2009-12-30T14:31:00.005+08:00

wtf. how sensitive can a guy be? let's see. prolly this particular guy has PMS o sth..? HAHA. interesting, ey. you're not going any where FAR with that kinda sensitive attitude of yours. so..yeah. and i'm wondering why do i even bother to be optimistic bout u and ur effing attitude! grow up, KID!

Boredom phase ONE

2009-12-28T23:10:00.005+08:00

So the phone Ian lend me died this morning and i'm dead bored ever since >.<>.< sorry, i get reaaalllyyy impatient when it comes to things like dis. hehe.. AND how can ian pass me the phone without givin me the charger??? :((

dinnerrr

2009-12-12T09:58:00.010+08:00

ah, yes. Another dinner with my friend again, at Hilton. :) nth much so i'll let the pics do the talking... again. hehee ;)

ashton & i :)
[a fren ever since.. 6/7 yrs ago]

Girls' Night Out

2009-12-11T21:39:00.009+08:00

So, had dinner @ Bla Bla Bla with Wena. the food - yummm. :) big potion for two. after dinner, we walked our way to Senso, Hilton. apparently they were some people celebrating their b'day there, so yeah. the band's lead singer can really sing! haha wait, who am i kiddin' right? 5 star hotel wor. If she's not a good singer can be kicked out edi. Nice chillin' place, not TOO noisy like .. some place. So, ummm i ordered sex on the beach & Wena ordered pinacolada. :) lazy wana update liao. shall let the pics do the talking.

dats all. im feeling very very lazy now. :( cyah! :)

Outing II

2009-12-09T22:30:00.003+08:00

Another outing with friends. Watched New Moon again. :) Jacob's hot bod. haha =P
IF YOU'RE the kinda person who loves romance genre + hot bods, then YOU should watch it. IF YOU'RE NOT, then pls..don't waste your money and watch it and the killing part is you didn't like it, PLUS say some bloody bad reviews of yours. YOU can keep that for you and your stinky mouth, alright? :) THANK U. screw you haters! >_<

Didn't watch Ninga Assasin. lol, that movie got BAD REVIEWS in today's Borneo Post okay. so not watching it. =.= the action scene is so dark, similar to AVP I guess. =.= Rain in long hair - nah, not a fan. Rain - short hair - ;) I AM a fan of Rain, but not the movie...

Two parties to go! xDD can't wait! tomorrow...shall be my resting day. haha

connection supa slow tonight urghhhhh >.< =.="" grrr

mini updates

2009-12-03T20:31:00.004+08:00

spm's almost over. what a relieved! it will be a history soon :D
well, i kinda ~~screwedup~~ my spm. =X

so anyways, all my friends have been busy looking & interviewing for jobs.
they kinda influenced me to get one too. :D
but my schedule this month is so packed.
and i doubt they would want to hire me and let me go on leave the next week =X
righttt...?
so if i were to get a part-time job, prolly after X'mas :)

in the meantime, i shall shop till i drop first when i reached KL & S'pore. =D

OH,
last day of spm - TUESDAY. still feels like foreva man. :(

blahS

2009-11-25T18:56:00.001+08:00

hmmmm. 7 papers down, 3 to go! don't like nxt week's papers coz it's all until the afternoon :( so tiring. anyways... i'm so gonna watch NEW MOON @ mbo tomorrow! xDD yayyyy! oh taylor. <3